He spent half the night looking at countries he could not visit. Not now. How could he? The world is not there. It may be again but who really knows. Day by day, he would tell people, taking it day by day. In the dark it’s the map of Europe that lights the room.his thumb hitting the soft touch keys of the keyboard. Google searching “Colmar France” and “best cities to visit in Germany” and top things to do in Bergen”. But no planes are flying there. May not be able to fly in country borders. And yet he types. Thinking the next list is the answer, just one more review to solidify all of his thoughts, one more blog post to wrap it in a pretty bow. Just one more and one more after that. Never enough, but it has to be. It has to stop. Sleep beckons. He puts the phone down on the bedside table. And closes his eyes.tries to relax. Shifts to his one side, then turns on the other, then back to his back. His phone now back in hand. Thumb banging on the letters. Best family attractions Dublin.